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The Seeds Of Disdain

by Nox Interna

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1.
Prelude 01:32
2.
Pray 03:24
Pray Saints, all saints are crying empty tears Look at you, your rotten soul starts to appear Run, run for your life, this is the end And tonight your god will not give you his strength Some statue carved in stone Is waiting for you Pray, pray, pray for the empty wisdom Pray, pray, pray for your filthy heart So what? Where is your perfect saviour? Drop dead, cause hell is on its way If your holy tales exist, you will burn like a Judas kiss Oh no…I can’t wait to see you dead No statue carved in stone Is praying for you Pray, pray, pray for the empty wisdom Pray, pray, pray for your filthy heart Wasted out into this madness Day by day you pray Falling down onto your knees Just to justify your greed Pray, pray, pray for the empty wisdom Pray, pray, pray for your filthy heart
3.
Our Last Song I don’t know if I’ll be able To remember all our yesterdays Now I’m walking through this big blue ball While my body it’s turning into a grave But we’ll never come back To our promised land I could feel her tired breath When I touched her glass skin I still feel when the moon left me here without you left me here without you Now I live just to remember When we danced under the acid rain Then the cold embraced our warm love’s end And the countdown had something to say... 3, 2, 1... I could feel her tired breath When I touched her glass skin I still feel when the moon left me here without you left me here without you But we’ll never come back To our promised land But we’ll never come back To our promised land I could feel her tired breath When I touched her glass skin I still feel when the moon Left me here without you (it) left me here without yo
4.
Rechazo de Sueños Cerrando los ojos a la realidad Hundido en recuerdos que quiero borrar Me arrastro tratando poder sortear Las huellas trazadas por tu caminar Preguntas que nunca querrás resolver Emanan formando tu mueca irreal Vivir es tan vano detrás de tu piel Que absurdo se hace poder escapar El miedo, la ira, la desilusión El precio a pagar por vivir sin razón Rechazo de sueños, abrazos sin alma Comercio de ingenuos, cerebros sin nada ¿Por qué? Una día no sepultas tu dormido ser. ¿Por qué? En ti no vale nada cuando no está bien. Palabras, mentiras, ciudades colmadas De ideas sin nombre, de gente asustada. ¿Por qué? Una día no sepultas tu dormido ser. ¿Por qué? En ti no vale nada cuando no está bien
5.
Misery 03:20
Misery Every fucking day I’m surrounded by filth When I get up from my bed I just find misery From my dreams to your eyes, on your face, on your smile Misery, misery, misery... I don’t mind. We are inside of the worst jails Where’s the cure? We are inside in our own brain What will you do? I’m so tired of this corrosion That my hate is my own blood Human’s sickness, children’s poison, Greatest coffins for this world Only crossing my path deadly humans and snobs Who speak about freedom with all their rotten words Meanwhile this poisoned world never stops selling us Absolutely everything that we could never touch Maybe you are enjoying our creeping death I can’t stand it Why don’t we start to play that funny game... Your Russian roulette I’m so tired of this corrosion That my hate is my own blood Human’s sickness, children’s poison, Greatest coffins for this world
6.
Born Under Saturn's Sign There’s a place inside of us This life can never pollute Where we link our frozen hearts Just only me and you We won’t find anybody there You and I are dead for them Now it’s time to break the spell We were born under Saturn’s sign You’re my skin and I’m your spine We are walking on the edge of life We were born under Saturn’s sign You’re my skin and I’m your spine I’m your strength and you’re my mind Living outside of this world That creates for us a future Follow me through the lies, the storm We’re not one of their human sculptures We were born under Saturn’s sign You’re my skin and I’m your spine We are walking on the edge of life We were born under Saturn’s sign You’re my skin and I’m your spine I’m your strength and you’re my mind Count on me... we’ll be free...
7.
Abismo 04:11
Abismo Espirando humo pierdo la mirada Tras las grises nubes que este cuarto encierra, Hoy tras sus ventanas cae la nieve helada De minutos muerta, de minutos muerta… Mi alma se despliega fuera de este cuerpo Desvelando el sueño que nunca termina Y en silencio espera frente a mis ojos Que fríos me miran, que fríos me miran… Desde mi propio abismo sonrío a la locura Que araña las paredes de esta insana soledad Una respuesta inerte que cruza mi cabeza Como un destello blanco en calmada tempestad Divagando entre recuerdos y rotas verdades, Caminando sin destino en las ruinas de mi alma Al abrir los ojos siempre encuentro a mi enemigo Que frío me mira, que frío me mira… Desde mi propio abismo sonrío a la locura Que araña las paredes de esta insana soledad Una respuesta inerte que cruza mi cabeza Como un destello blanco en calmada tempestad
8.
I'm Sick 03:39
I'm Sick Like autumn leaves are falling Our hearts, your pain, my mind There’s no way to control it Each kiss is another crime Now I’m so tired of fighting back, my dear… And all the Hell you’ve put me through for years… I’m sick of your delusions I’m sick of all your moods I’m sick of this confusion I’m sick, so sick of you Your words are like my cyanide There’s nothing I can do How could I ever help you If you won’t let me through? But now the time is running out My sweet… And all my tears have helped my eyes To see... I’m sick of your delusions I’m sick of all your moods I’m sick of this confusion I’m sick, so sick of you But I’m so tired of fighting back, my dear… And all the Hell you’ve put me through for years… I’m sick of your delusions I’m sick of all your moods I’m sick of this confusion I’m sick, so sick of you
9.
Too Sweet 03:31
Too Sweet She was a broken doll A joke, her dreams were killed One life out of control So sad, so full of pills But now she’s dead And now she’s free Walking among the tombs Dancing among the doom Now she’s the concubine Of every silent movie star She was too alive to be free She was too sweet for this world Sublime deadly calls Are gushing through your lips My tragic, broken doll… How can I feel your kiss? Cause now I want… And now I need… To feel your sedated sin Taste all your frozen skin Now I’m falling Inside your perfect game my queen She was too alive to be free She was too sweet for this world
10.
Lobo Estepario La bruma despertó El día en que nací Un solitario ser Absorto en vivir Confusa siempre fue Mi propia identidad Que dividió dos presos mundos Y liberó en mí No puedo soportar aquellos días sin color En los que bien y mal descansan Yo soy la sombra de tu luz Unos perdidos ojos que no paran de observar, Yo soy la rabia y el amor El lobo de la estepa que pelea contra mi pesar. Tan solo escucharé Mis pasos al compás De mudas melodías Que colman mi ciudad No busco tu calor, Ni tu incomprensión Tan solo evito la manera De ser mi destrucción No quiero contagiar mi cuerpo de la estupidez De los humanos y sus almas Yo soy la sombra de tu luz Unos perdidos ojos que no paran de observar, Yo soy la rabia y el amor El lobo de la estepa que pelea contra mi pesar. Y ahora tú estás aquí… Cuando ya no me haces falta. Yo soy la sombra de tu luz Unos perdidos ojos que no paran de observar, Yo soy la rabia y el amor El lobo de la estepa que pelea contra mi pesar.
11.
1984 04:17
1984 A thousand eyes are watching me There’s no place to hide my dreams Grey walls, ruins and rusty keys Close the gates of everything Solemn anthems singing lies Let them think for you and I We are just the ones who die For their great community One nation sworn to victory One nation - sex is the enemy We sold our souls and now we know how to obey Tell me, tell me soft and sweet When are you going to blame me? Take my thoughts and throw my words To the gold flames of your god Human puppets, expired food What is false, and, what is true? There’s no reason to be sick The brain washing is for free One nation sworn to victory One nation - sex is the enemy Maybe it’s too late to realize our mistakes Maybe it’s too late for us to make our great escape One nation sworn to victory One nation - sex is the enemy
12.
Victory of Love (Alphaville cover) Waiting For a change in the weather I'm waiting for a shift in the air Could we get it together, ever Hoping for your return, hoping for your sweet, sweet Return Hello Is this heaven calling Hello, hello, is somebody there, she must be somewhere And then she says hello, hello, hello She's really an angel She stands in the sunshine She's closing her eyes, she starting to dream, She's pulling the strings She's dreaming a strange dream Where nothing is grey Then she takes me away and she's pulling the strings When she's playing with love She's playing with love... Counting I count every second And I'm standing I stand in the rain, I walk up that lane Which leads to the sunshine She stands in the sunshine She's closing her eyes Then she takes me away and she's pulling the strings When she's playing with love She's playing with love...
13.
The Seeds of Disdain I’m gasping every second on pure air Cleaning my soul, giving me a life But now I’m sick of myself, enclosed in my mind And I’m remembering those days when my spirit smiled The seeds of disdain have been sown in my feelings They grow into pain every moment of my life The seeds of disdain have taken root in my spirit They kill everything that used to be alright Worn out frames from my past are stopped Like an ancient film that’s seen its better days But when the madness is laughing at your face The hate against yourself starts to steal your space The seeds of disdain have been sown in my feelings They grow into pain every moment of my life The seeds of disdain have taken root in my spirit They kill everything that used to be alright

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Recorded by Vincent Sorg and Henning Verlage at Principal Studios, Senden, Germany.

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released September 26, 2011

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